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Don't Forget To Look Up

Do you feel overwhelmed and so occupied that you are forgetting what's important?

I am a Virtual Assistant and I work for clients in different countries. I receive decent pay. It is not much but I am happy because I really work hard for that. After all, nothing is free. I work almost 12 hours a day, all week long.

I am exhausted but I am happy. So happy that I forgot what's important. I forgot to look up above and tell the Big Guy how grateful I am for all the blessing that He is giving us.

Yesterday I cannot sleep. It feels different. It was different. I did not receive any emails from my clients and that is so weird because it is really unusual. So that made me realize something. What if they all bailed out on me? What if they fire me and don't need my services anymore? What will I do?

I am worried. So worried.

But the Lord spoke to me. I remember a verse from the Bible.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

My heart found peace and my mind is at ease. I finally fell asleep. I fell asleep because I know that He has answers to the questions that I have and whatever it is, it's for my own good.

Don't get me wrong, I love this verse and it is my favorite but why is it that until now I can't apply it totally?

Why is it so hard to rely on His wisdom, power, and goodness at all times?

I don't know. Maybe because I am 100% HUMAN and this is my nature. I really don't know.

But I am sure of one thing though, He will always pick me up in times that I cannot imagine. He will always rescue me whenever I need Him. He will always give me a hug when I am at my darkest. My Father will always be here for me at all times.
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  1. GraceJuly 4, 2019 at 7:31 AM

    This is so inspiring. God is works mysteriously in our lives.

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