Sound High

Do you feel overwhelmed and so occupied that you are forgetting what's important? I am a Virtual Assistant and I work for clients in different countries. I receive decent pay. It is not much but I am happy because I really work hard for that. After all, nothing is free. I work almost 12 hours a day, all week long. I am exhausted but I am happy. So happy that I forgot what's important. I forgot to look up above and tell the Big Guy how grateful I am for all the blessing that He is giving us. Yesterday I cannot sleep. It feels different. It was different. I did not receive any emails from my clients and that is so weird because it is really unusual. So that made me realize something. What if they all bailed out on me? What if they fire me and don't need my services anymore? What will I do? I am worried. So worried. But the Lord spoke to me. I remember a verse from the Bible. Trust in the Lord with all your heart  and lean not on your own understanding;  in all y...

God is a good God. I will be forever thankful that He is my God. I have been through a lot but God never let me feel alone. He always send someone for me for encouragement and prayer. God is so thoughtful to think of me when I forget about how big He is and I carr all my burden. He always protects and guides me. Indeed, how great you are my Lord. Never will I deserve You. Im ashes and a peck of dust but You care for me more than anyone else. God thank you for reminding me for the future I have and that I am Your daughter and that You will never harm me. I love you Lord.

It was 2010 when I last wrote a blog. I was listening to christian songs a while ago when God told me to make my blogger account active again and of course WRITE. Actually, I don't know if this is for me or for someone else but who cares... My God is telling me to do this. I don't know what to write and I am hoping that as I type here God will give me wisdom and His words to make this blog sensible. Let me start by saying I really do not know what to do. You know God has showed me a lot of things and have done miracles in my life but the question is where am I? From being a youth leader, bible study teacher, song leader and Pastor's assistant to a girl sitting on her bed, not going to church and losing her way. WHY? WHY am I like this? Am I even worthy to do anything for the Lord? I don't know. Should I stop doing this? I do not know either. All I know is that His love never fails to amaze me everyday. I know I love the Lord but so many times I fail Him. So many times ...

I will always be an ash in Your eyes but I know you see me as a diamond in the sky... Lord, forever and ever I will sing my praises to You. Nothing can stop me from loving You.. Yesterday, today and tomorrow my love for You will stay the same. I'll glorify Your name... You are the Most High... Creator of all of me!! I love You so much, Father.. ^_^ *so.in.love.with.Jesus*

A song from my heart says that we'll never be apart.. We are from nothing to something and I know that you'll be my everything.. I can't say the right words to express my feelings.. all I know is that I like you and I really do.. I wanna look into yours eyes and tell you that I am the one for you.. Let's have a journey to forever.. Whenever you say "I love you", my heart beats faster... I hope you're by my side whatever comes tomorrow.. Can we face life together? You captured my heart and you let me be me... Am I getting in a rush coz I feel that I love you so much...

I’ll never know how much it costs to have you... I've known you for about less than a week but I have learned so much from you. I hope that you can read my mind and feel what is in my heart.. They will be the one to explain and to answer all the questions in your mind... I don't mean to demand at times. I just wanna make you feel that you're special. As I promise, I won’t let you feel alone.. I’ll always try to be at your side.. I never asked you from Him but then He had given me reason to thank Him. I know that you have something to do in my life and I'm thanking you in advance. Whatever happens to us, even if it's tragic or not I will never have any regrets. Time will come.. we will know each other better.. I promise that I will be there for you... Listening to your stories... I know that I’ll never be the one that you wanted to stay in your life forever but I’ll try to leave a mark in your heart as the time passes by on us...